January 21, 2010

Missed a few days posting to the blog. I almost gave up this week. Then I realized that is what I always do & continued on with my program. Because, I know if I quit now I will be mad at myself in a few months. The weight is slowly coming down. I still am not down to my lowest weight of 193.something. I should be there by weigh in on Sunday. It is strange, I will have an upset stomach and the weight will drop the next morning. But, then the next morning it is back up. Then I get frustrated and want to just say forget it. I am up to 5min on the elicp machine with hands. There are times when I think what have I done by telling everyone I would run in the marathon in May. I am not going to quit and I AM going to run/walk that marathon, Lord willing. I am not trying to be funny with the Lord willing part. We are not promised tomorrow or even the next minute.